I left you just like that .

YO BUHLOG .

Sorry I didn't update you for MONTHS .

I got busy quite days ,

And like hell yeah I put you aside :)

SORAY :D

Well , its the end year holidays now . 2010 <3

I used to HATE school so MUCH . BUT , lately I've been dreaming for what I've done in school .

I miss SSP ? Guess so :)

I don't have ANY excitements for next year , thought of starting a new life , having a DORM SISTER , andd like yeah , new goals , but NO . and NOTHING .

I think I've been trained to be a JAYJAY . So nothing could compares with FORM ONE. UH .

well , Im in 2T next year . OH IM SO GLAD .NOT !

my friends , they all went to UPPER CLASSES , yeah , they're smart and im not . just because i got a B in science . my ranking DROPPED , like an egg fallen from thetop of the mountain .

yes , thats it .

I dont know who my classmate is . well , for all you know its all the RULEBREAKERS . omagah .

imagine . and I know who my Class teacher is gonna be . THAT FREAKING OLD WOMAN . She's so creepy , ohh I could saayy . she really hates students , she blows EVERY MINUTE OF HER LIFE . she's old , HEHE . please , Im really sorry to say but I just dont know where Im going next year ,

Its like hell , No FRIENDS , NO HAPPY CLASS , DORM ? uh how if i get this girl who really loves to sneak in others lockers and STEAL !

C'mon . Life is really hard . hard in a way of physically ? It doesn't matter , how if life with no happiness ? no family ? all u have is just a bunch of jerks . ALL AROUND YOU .

There , nobody EVER understand me . I really nneeed to tell you this . I cant keep it anymore .

I love my seafieldian friends , way better compared to ssp . im sorry , but not all of you CHILL . just a certain jerks who hates me and they cant stand my happiness there .

Im sad , im a loner , Happiness in school are all gone , ALL . studies ? tell me about it .

I sacrifice all this , for my future and parents , and god .

NOT for anybody else . take that .

I wish , what I thought about next year , will never be true . Pray for my happiness there , and my future .

I really respect and appreciate what the school gave to me , all the opportunities I got .

And Im suppose to be thankful . Yes I am . VERY .

but , its just like yeah .

Well , This is my journey through out Sekolah Seri Puteri , And also journey to heaven .