Helping dissapoints me .

I am just trying to help . humans really dont know how to appreciate others .
I really get very mad. Its like im nothing in this house . I have heart, Im a human.
Please appreciate for what I've done to you , when I hate you I'll automatically blacklisted you from my heart. That's me , like I said ' people change , I don't '.
the story starts here , right here .

mommy asked me to bake a cake to bring to Dubai while visiting our cousin. And I helped , all I did was weighing the ingredients , like sugar , flour , planta and I thought i did it right.But apparently I didn't. i really love to cook and bake , but im a noob i knew that. I cant even use all senses.When the cake was done , my maid is the one who put the cake out of its baking dish to put it on the plate.And the cake got stuck , so i just came to check out cuz that time i was onlining.when i came there , she suddenly said softly , ' if u put a bit more margerine on the baking dish it wouldnt be this bad.' what actually happened was the cake was the top layer of the cake was a little bit stuck on the baking dish.And the cake wasnt really nice.SO , i went to taste the cake.It really tastes good.infact , were gonna cut the cake into pieces and put it in a tupperware when bringing it to dubai.
is that even a problem ? TAKKAN ! Then I called my mom , she came there than she rises her voice and say ' takpernah dalam hidup cake ni jadi mcm nih . this is less margarine and less planta ' than my maid point at me , my mum says ' make sure the next time u bake this cake add more margarine to the baking dish ' I was totally pissed off , and i just go to the front and continue to my facebook . THAT WOULD BE THE BEST .

IM not baking anymore , and I really hate that .
I really hope there somebody could ever understand me , my family didnt knew this .

they thought i was stressed because my cake was the worst .
Im really tired , can't you see ?

-HanisSyazana