yeah , imma piece of shit .

OHH please im really glad that i stay in boarding school . I wish i never come home , i thought it heaven but its just like wtf ?

my sis is sooooo annoying , she says im jeolous for everything she has . wtf ? ME JEOLOUS ? get lost . for what ? im happy for my life though , LAME !
one more , LAME plus LOSER point which she told me that im jeolous of her because she cud wear short skirt get the hell outa my life mann -.-

MUST I . exactly , totally NO its a bigno , if i asked i 1 year old girl , she's probally say no and STUPID . they said my action workd like that wtf ? what thehell did i do ? ME JEOLOUS . lol get a life . i rather be jeolous of a cat for not going to school than getting jeolous of you HANIS SYAIRAH . get a lifee ! puhlees . im not a piece of sshiitt ! . so happy now ? for gettig A NEW BEEBEE . LOL . and she says im jeolous again waaaathhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaafaaaaaaaaak ? she uses my phone for 9 months ! and its like , you cud imagine how the phone looks like when it drops for MANY times , imagine i juz use that phone for 4 months cuz im in boarding school . SHE SHOULD BE LUCKY , SO STFU !

One more , my mother . she says im lack of respect . YES i admit that . Im just trying to defend myself . IF NOT . I will be stepped like a piece of shit !

PLEEASSSEE . I NID A LIFE , 13 is the worse PLEEES . I HATE YOU , I HAVE A LIFE !PLEEEEEEEEEEESSSEEEEEEEEEEEE . understand me . PLS . Im tired of this .

Helping dissapoints me .

I am just trying to help . humans really dont know how to appreciate others .
I really get very mad. Its like im nothing in this house . I have heart, Im a human.
Please appreciate for what I've done to you , when I hate you I'll automatically blacklisted you from my heart. That's me , like I said ' people change , I don't '.
the story starts here , right here .

mommy asked me to bake a cake to bring to Dubai while visiting our cousin. And I helped , all I did was weighing the ingredients , like sugar , flour , planta and I thought i did it right.But apparently I didn't. i really love to cook and bake , but im a noob i knew that. I cant even use all senses.When the cake was done , my maid is the one who put the cake out of its baking dish to put it on the plate.And the cake got stuck , so i just came to check out cuz that time i was onlining.when i came there , she suddenly said softly , ' if u put a bit more margerine on the baking dish it wouldnt be this bad.' what actually happened was the cake was the top layer of the cake was a little bit stuck on the baking dish.And the cake wasnt really nice.SO , i went to taste the cake.It really tastes good.infact , were gonna cut the cake into pieces and put it in a tupperware when bringing it to dubai.
is that even a problem ? TAKKAN ! Then I called my mom , she came there than she rises her voice and say ' takpernah dalam hidup cake ni jadi mcm nih . this is less margarine and less planta ' than my maid point at me , my mum says ' make sure the next time u bake this cake add more margarine to the baking dish ' I was totally pissed off , and i just go to the front and continue to my facebook . THAT WOULD BE THE BEST .

IM not baking anymore , and I really hate that .
I really hope there somebody could ever understand me , my family didnt knew this .

they thought i was stressed because my cake was the worst .
Im really tired , can't you see ?

-HanisSyazana

boredom never ends yet :|

UH . Im way bored this holidays , thought of doing homeworks but yeah , i will procastinate . :D nothing much kbye .


Hanissyazana :D

TOOTHACHE . :|

Uh . I've been spending two weeks AT HOME with no shopping . I got bored . That's my main hobby though ! Well , flying to Dubai next week thursday visiting cousins as well as Misha ! COOL :) well , I hope I get crazy with the malls overthere .HAHA :D

now , Im hurt . really really hurt . I got TOOTHACHE . great huh ? well , wearing braces RIGHT after i got back from dubai . Ohh maannn . I just cant wait , but feel the pain :)

Today , there's A GUY called me for no reason , I knew the guy but then like hell yeah he's such a lame , dont have to tell yah who it is . Rummors might occur .:)
He's freaky , but pretty good . haha i ignored him like hell yeah I have no time for guys right now , just get the hell outta my life . I dont need you , dont get near me .

im bored . I love repeating my name because its way awesome . my dad teased me because the dentist pulled 4 tooth and he said I eat like a sea-lion :| how guhreat daddy , yeah thats very funny . WOAH daddy you'll see when i got on my braces , they'll bring me to beauty :) HAHA :)

guhreaaaaaaaaat :) IMHANISSYAZANAANDIREALLYLOVEMYNAME :)

I LOVE MY TOOTH :D

I left you just like that .

YO BUHLOG .

Sorry I didn't update you for MONTHS .

I got busy quite days ,

And like hell yeah I put you aside :)

SORAY :D

Well , its the end year holidays now . 2010 <3

I used to HATE school so MUCH . BUT , lately I've been dreaming for what I've done in school .

I miss SSP ? Guess so :)

I don't have ANY excitements for next year , thought of starting a new life , having a DORM SISTER , andd like yeah , new goals , but NO . and NOTHING .

I think I've been trained to be a JAYJAY . So nothing could compares with FORM ONE. UH .

well , Im in 2T next year . OH IM SO GLAD .NOT !

my friends , they all went to UPPER CLASSES , yeah , they're smart and im not . just because i got a B in science . my ranking DROPPED , like an egg fallen from thetop of the mountain .

yes , thats it .

I dont know who my classmate is . well , for all you know its all the RULEBREAKERS . omagah .

imagine . and I know who my Class teacher is gonna be . THAT FREAKING OLD WOMAN . She's so creepy , ohh I could saayy . she really hates students , she blows EVERY MINUTE OF HER LIFE . she's old , HEHE . please , Im really sorry to say but I just dont know where Im going next year ,

Its like hell , No FRIENDS , NO HAPPY CLASS , DORM ? uh how if i get this girl who really loves to sneak in others lockers and STEAL !

C'mon . Life is really hard . hard in a way of physically ? It doesn't matter , how if life with no happiness ? no family ? all u have is just a bunch of jerks . ALL AROUND YOU .

There , nobody EVER understand me . I really nneeed to tell you this . I cant keep it anymore .

I love my seafieldian friends , way better compared to ssp . im sorry , but not all of you CHILL . just a certain jerks who hates me and they cant stand my happiness there .

Im sad , im a loner , Happiness in school are all gone , ALL . studies ? tell me about it .

I sacrifice all this , for my future and parents , and god .

NOT for anybody else . take that .

I wish , what I thought about next year , will never be true . Pray for my happiness there , and my future .

I really respect and appreciate what the school gave to me , all the opportunities I got .

And Im suppose to be thankful . Yes I am . VERY .

but , its just like yeah .

Well , This is my journey through out Sekolah Seri Puteri , And also journey to heaven .

met someone duhh -.-

glad to know that i met my cousins very well , :)

and thaaaaan eleh .

perlu ke cakap ? HAHA

tahu je laaah -.- duhhh

tapi x boleh laaah . cousins kot , -.-

ishh . dalaaah

kecoh ah

bye :)

LOSERS

EH ! LOSER GILE DOH

EH LOSER , DAH LOSER tuh LOSER JE LAH

LOSER

ISH , dalaaah lame , loser , ISH

GO AND GET A LIFE LAH LOSER

GI MATI AH

*U*** ****N*

DIE AH ! GO GO ! D:

BIEBER

BIEBER'S WORLD IS JUST MY WORLD :D

I LOVE JUSTIN BIEBER ! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH :D
I LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLVEEEEEEE YOUUU :P

Crazy bout his album !
he is just my guy :D
HE IS SO ME :DD
I LOVE YOU
YOU ARE JUST THE ONE
MY NUMBER ONE GUY
AAAAAAAAAAAAH
onetime
favourite guy
down to the earth
bigger
onelesslonely guy
:DD

OVERNIGHTTTTTTTTT BANYAK :D

HAHAHAAA OVERNIGHT BANYAK

RAYA IS SO NEAR
SATURDAY NIH BUKA PUASA WITH COUSINS :DDDDDDDD

<3<3<<3<3
:)

CHALLENGES AT HOME

busy woman is so hard to relieve ,

i dunt know why ..

For example , my mum ..

she's been so busy lately

and of course she'll get stressed easily ,

She asked me about holiday .. she misses PENANG LOL , So I recomanded to stay in Hard Rock Cafe Hotel Penang ,

OMG , All of a sudden she got so mad , bcuz she hates that hotel so much ,

i was like ,

I was just recomanding , since crowd was talking bout it

IS IT SO WRONG ?? WHAT DID I DO ?

I asked her , what's wrong .. and she said because she dosent wants to see all those ' social ' stuffs , she dosent wanna get involve ..

I was like .. /:O i didnt ask her to get involve , I planned for a family holidayy

And she hates to see all those , girls smoking around , fat guys , carrying jack daniels everywhere , riding big harley's .. Lol

To me , as a teenage , i find it soo cool i told her .

She got mad .

she went up , with very spoiled mood , no holiday , and thats it

I just cant say anything ,since its late , im tired

im sleepy , i need a break

i neeeeeeeed a rest

I hope you could understand , Im tired , cant you see ?

PAST !

WHEN WE PAST WITH FLYING COLOURS
BUT , ITS ONCE IN A BLUE MOON



MY EXAM RESULT SUCKS !

i HATE it !
I got a BIG FAT D yeah ???????


great ! BRILLIANT !


I AM dissapointed ! SO GET AWAY !

UNTHINKABLE

I am unthinkable
Unfortunately i dunt know what to think lateley ,
- exam
- puasa
- overnight
- raya
- decorate house
- SHOPPING !

Im TOO Over excited :D

yeahhh you could see that im unthinkable

BIRTHDAY 2010!

OHMAGOD !

yesterday was my birthday !
And its kinda the worst bitrhdat ever compared to the earlier ones :)

Parents and sister came just drop by !
Crying with them !
Got 3 presents
- handbag
- perfume
- doodoll :)

love it
broght cupcakes for class and dormates :)
happy
whatever
im tired
i hate this place
nak exam
nak balik gak
HAISH
goodbye
malas
tgk facebook jelahhh :P
BYE

HANGOUT :)

HAHA ! After a long time havent update my blog :) finally overnite has come :D

Last night i hanged out with

- sarah

- syahirah

- admira

- my sis

- al-asas

We went to summit and watched eclipse !

HEL YEAH FUCKIN MOVIE I SWEAR IM NOT GONNA WATCH BREAKING DAWN

the first sentence that came out of my mouth after the movie :)

hahaa malas lah nak update lagi !

bagi pics je lah :)

HANGOUT :)

WITHOUT YOU MY LIFE IS MISERABLE

Hello Monday ,
Is in ICTL class
GREAT That cikgu aziz is not attending :)
Since our school is having visitors from Iran .. HAISH

Well , Last night I was soo tired in the surau that I slept while reciting the Yaasin
GREAT HUH ?
Sabrina slapped me than I woke up !
But when it comes to bed , I couldnt sleep :(
Kept thinking of my mum , she's in Hong Kong and will be back in Wednesday
HAISH !

Finally I slept at 12:00 and wake at 3:30 ! wait ! A.M OKAY !
my body was aching !
and I started sleeping back !

Well , quite a boring post this time !
Due to I miss my mum ! TOO MUCH
can't concentrate in ANYTHING I DO IN THE WORLD !
:(

BACK THERE :(

Sundayy ..

I know

The day which I will never have dinner at 8 pm

If you know what I mean :)

Well , at 4:30 Im going BACK THERE .. where ? TO SCHOOL U KNOW !

Haaaiissshhh ..

yeah i know , i know ! KEEPING FAITH AGAIN !

( alamak dah merepek lah plak mentang2 nak balik :P )

SO OKAY ! Whatever , I just have to go throught it no matter what ..

You know what will happen if I quit the school yeah ?

Now stop thinking of home !

Vow for ACE ! YEAH !

BUT , Its gonna be like 1 month I wunt go home ( Sebab overnite Julai kene tolak )

SHIT FACE ! -.-

Well , just have to say GOODBYE HOUSE , BED , TOILET , FOOD , DRINKS , LAPTOP , PHONES , and mostly MY CAT :(

Awh ! How Im gonna miss youu my baby :( CAT OKAY ! -.-

I wanted to attach my cat's pics but

Probally Im so malas :)

BIGGEST MISTAKE IN LIFE

Guess what !

I just did one of the biggest mistake ever in my life .. WHICH

My mum was veryveryvery dissapointed on me ! AND WHY ?

because I kept on crying here , and there and saying I HATE THAT SCHOOL!

AND she's tired , fed-up , dissapoint , frustrated , mad , ANGRY like EVERYTHING That she ever did , In life :( which makes me felt so bad , so guilty , so FUCKING DAMN SHIT KINDA DAUGHTER I AM !

WHAT THE HELL ! Im dreaming to be a successful person like MY MUM and guess what she says it was only a dream !

If I couldnt even handle my BOARDING SCHOOL life ? WHAT ELSE ?

she screamed , And I was soolike ! ohno !

Ohh pleeeeess , stop it ,

This is how my life goes , this is my test from the merciful god of Allah ,

Going through out the journey full of tears , with full patience ,

Thanks alot , to the people who helped me before ,

since now , I have to do all alone , I need to be independent , I can't depend on ANYBODY ,

All by my own now ,

Im a big girl , Im gonna be a teenager in 4 weeks time , And Im gonna have to leave my family , be on my own , for my future

I have to build my self-confidence , be strong , NO TEARS

This may be very tiring I know , But I'll try ,

Can't you see ? Im tired ..

OHVERNGHT !

WHEN THE HEAVEN EVER COMES

Its what all SSPians EVER wnated which is OHVERNIGHT HELLO :D

Its like everything to us

AND WE ! could go home :D HEHEH !

oh well , its a fine day ! But sadly we still have to go back :( I hate u sunday

I've been disturbing sabby all day cuz im TOO excited to be truth =)

Oh AND THE TIME COMES :D WITH HOMEWORKS PEEPS !

Tellin yah ! Got the worse results ever :(

HAISH ! gotta put more effort in MANDARIN ( As if I ever wanted that )

SEJARAH Hello buku teks ! cmon !

ENGLISH ! U TELL ME ? I NEVER GOT ' BEEEEEEE ' since 1997 - 2010 ?

AND UR TELLIN ME NOW ? ohhhhmaaaaagosh ! -.-

I know , I know ,

Keeping it faith , Keeping it faith

And that's it , Im putting it hard in my studies , I have to vow for ACE in exams
I'll be keeping faith again , And Im taking chances .