HEYHEYHEYHEY (:
Long time no updated HUH ?
here i am once again .
right , a week ago , my class had represented a drama during the english week entitled rumpelstiltskin . It was beyond awesome that it'll reveal the truth for victory TODAY (:
I was expected to win for best actress *blushes* , i never knew i could act . but i wasnt that hoping after all i felt that wiqi taking part as rumpelstiltskin is better than me .
But im just happy for myself and my class , because we did the best with full cooperation in staying up LATE practicing , paying . oh god please make it worth (: amin .
tommorow is my last day of re-fasting HAHA i dont really know the word its ganti puasa yes . hahah ! well , less than a week . ramadhan approaches and here we go on eidul fitr :D
haha , ill post to you my pictures on fine day alright (; hehe . im really worried about my mother . she's been really stressed out and . oh my god .
" Ya allah , tolong kuatkan iman dan semangatkan ibuku dan juga tabahkan hatinya menempuh segala dugaan ini . hanya engkaulah maha memberi pertolongan " Amin .
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Monday, March 7, 2011
memories , anniversary in ssp (:
and yes , i understand every father in the world somehow , cant tell you . get me tears into pails .
btw , i got my exam result like a piece of shit . betcha , dont ask .
thank god , im officially a form two in ssp (: proudly to say its official that i've stayed there for one year already . yippee !
3 years upcoming , if i might get to see this post . again . that would me epic. imma form 5 by than ! WHOOH , stalked k.nadzira . HEEEEE -.- HAHAH her blog , was like . my god , bring me to the world mann -.-
HAHA , hopefully 5 years is just a snap ! :D hmm gtg ! BYE
love : HANIS
btw , i got my exam result like a piece of shit . betcha , dont ask .
thank god , im officially a form two in ssp (: proudly to say its official that i've stayed there for one year already . yippee !
3 years upcoming , if i might get to see this post . again . that would me epic. imma form 5 by than ! WHOOH , stalked k.nadzira . HEEEEE -.- HAHAH her blog , was like . my god , bring me to the world mann -.-
HAHA , hopefully 5 years is just a snap ! :D hmm gtg ! BYE
love : HANIS
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
memories
HI ,
theres a lot more things i wanna share with you but its too personal , and i may talk to myself.
Im now in my hometown .
We were here because one of my grandparents make a KENDURI , and we have like this homestay thinggy .
Onthewayy , while we were still packing our things at home . we seemed to not find much things we need such as crabbing shoe < i hate you .
while finding , i got blamed for EVERYTHING , every single thing i tell . my dad;s medicine we're lost . and he put the blame on me i was like WTH . i'm not even at home for god sake . i really got stressed out and i almost ran away from home .
my mum consoled me well , that i control myself than .
while i was asleep coz im tired of thinking , my sis waked me up cause my dad's calling me . and he was like mad yelling at me , i just keep my ear tight all I know is i wanna go to bed . so whatever ,
but like seriously , my mum and my sister felt weird why everything is blamed on me , just me . I really got pissed of till now ,
my dad tried to console me , but my heart still couldnt accept . i dont care what happened , sometimes when my heart is closed for somebody , it will be really heart to get me back , because you're my DAD . i have to ,if you're my uncle or somebody . DONT DREAM . Im really really really pissed off , i have no mood to go to my holiday , but i just have to , or else HE GETS MAD . i wish imma dad , easy kan ? rule the house nobody cares . I really feel like killing myself though . but yes its my fate to get that kind of DAD , and i bet im not the only one , my cousins kena even worse . so yeah be grateful .
furthermore , im in boarding school what must I care . i dont have to see his face every single day . EASY . like seriously im really pissed off . im really avoiding myself to cry because my eye will get swollen like crazy . but dont care anymore .
thats all .
Love hanis . :'(
theres a lot more things i wanna share with you but its too personal , and i may talk to myself.
Im now in my hometown .
We were here because one of my grandparents make a KENDURI , and we have like this homestay thinggy .
Onthewayy , while we were still packing our things at home . we seemed to not find much things we need such as crabbing shoe < i hate you .
while finding , i got blamed for EVERYTHING , every single thing i tell . my dad;s medicine we're lost . and he put the blame on me i was like WTH . i'm not even at home for god sake . i really got stressed out and i almost ran away from home .
my mum consoled me well , that i control myself than .
while i was asleep coz im tired of thinking , my sis waked me up cause my dad's calling me . and he was like mad yelling at me , i just keep my ear tight all I know is i wanna go to bed . so whatever ,
but like seriously , my mum and my sister felt weird why everything is blamed on me , just me . I really got pissed of till now ,
my dad tried to console me , but my heart still couldnt accept . i dont care what happened , sometimes when my heart is closed for somebody , it will be really heart to get me back , because you're my DAD . i have to ,if you're my uncle or somebody . DONT DREAM . Im really really really pissed off , i have no mood to go to my holiday , but i just have to , or else HE GETS MAD . i wish imma dad , easy kan ? rule the house nobody cares . I really feel like killing myself though . but yes its my fate to get that kind of DAD , and i bet im not the only one , my cousins kena even worse . so yeah be grateful .
furthermore , im in boarding school what must I care . i dont have to see his face every single day . EASY . like seriously im really pissed off . im really avoiding myself to cry because my eye will get swollen like crazy . but dont care anymore .
thats all .
Love hanis . :'(
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
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