Thursday, July 22, 2010

BIRTHDAY 2010!

OHMAGOD !

yesterday was my birthday !
And its kinda the worst bitrhdat ever compared to the earlier ones :)

Parents and sister came just drop by !
Crying with them !
Got 3 presents
- handbag
- perfume
- doodoll :)

love it
broght cupcakes for class and dormates :)
happy
whatever
im tired
i hate this place
nak exam
nak balik gak
HAISH
goodbye
malas
tgk facebook jelahhh :P
BYE

Saturday, July 17, 2010

HANGOUT :)


HAHA ! After a long time havent update my blog :) finally overnite has come :D

Last night i hanged out with
- sarah
- syahirah
- admira
- my sis
- al-asas

We went to summit and watched eclipse !
HEL YEAH FUCKIN MOVIE I SWEAR IM NOT GONNA WATCH BREAKING DAWN
the first sentence that came out of my mouth after the movie :)

hahaa malas lah nak update lagi !
bagi pics je lah :)

HANGOUT :)

Sunday, July 4, 2010

WITHOUT YOU MY LIFE IS MISERABLE

Hello Monday ,
Is in ICTL class
GREAT That cikgu aziz is not attending :)
Since our school is having visitors from Iran .. HAISH

Well , Last night I was soo tired in the surau that I slept while reciting the Yaasin
GREAT HUH ?
Sabrina slapped me than I woke up !
But when it comes to bed , I couldnt sleep :(
Kept thinking of my mum , she's in Hong Kong and will be back in Wednesday
HAISH !

Finally I slept at 12:00 and wake at 3:30 ! wait ! A.M OKAY !
my body was aching !
and I started sleeping back !

Well , quite a boring post this time !
Due to I miss my mum ! TOO MUCH
can't concentrate in ANYTHING I DO IN THE WORLD !
:(

Saturday, July 3, 2010

BACK THERE :(

Sundayy ..
I know
The day which I will never have dinner at 8 pm
If you know what I mean :)

Well , at 4:30 Im going BACK THERE .. where ? TO SCHOOL U KNOW !
Haaaiissshhh ..
yeah i know , i know ! KEEPING FAITH AGAIN !
( alamak dah merepek lah plak mentang2 nak balik :P )

SO OKAY ! Whatever , I just have to go throught it no matter what ..
You know what will happen if I quit the school yeah ?
Now stop thinking of home !

Vow for ACE ! YEAH !
BUT , Its gonna be like 1 month I wunt go home ( Sebab overnite Julai kene tolak )
SHIT FACE ! -.-
Well , just have to say GOODBYE HOUSE , BED , TOILET , FOOD , DRINKS , LAPTOP , PHONES , and mostly MY CAT :(
Awh ! How Im gonna miss youu my baby :( CAT OKAY ! -.-
I wanted to attach my cat's pics but
Probally Im so malas :)

Friday, July 2, 2010

BIGGEST MISTAKE IN LIFE

Guess what !
I just did one of the biggest mistake ever in my life .. WHICH
My mum was veryveryvery dissapointed on me ! AND WHY ?
because I kept on crying here , and there and saying I HATE THAT SCHOOL!
AND she's tired , fed-up , dissapoint , frustrated , mad , ANGRY like EVERYTHING That she ever did , In life :( which makes me felt so bad , so guilty , so FUCKING DAMN SHIT KINDA DAUGHTER I AM !
WHAT THE HELL ! Im dreaming to be a successful person like MY MUM and guess what she says it was only a dream !
If I couldnt even handle my BOARDING SCHOOL life ? WHAT ELSE ?
she screamed , And I was soolike ! ohno !

Ohh pleeeeess , stop it ,

This is how my life goes , this is my test from the merciful god of Allah ,
Going through out the journey full of tears , with full patience ,

Thanks alot , to the people who helped me before ,
since now , I have to do all alone , I need to be independent , I can't depend on ANYBODY ,
All by my own now ,

Im a big girl , Im gonna be a teenager in 4 weeks time , And Im gonna have to leave my family , be on my own , for my future
I have to build my self-confidence , be strong , NO TEARS

This may be very tiring I know , But I'll try ,
Can't you see ? Im tired ..

OHVERNGHT !

WHEN THE HEAVEN EVER COMES

Its what all SSPians EVER wnated which is OHVERNIGHT HELLO :D
Its like everything to us
AND WE ! could go home :D HEHEH !
oh well , its a fine day ! But sadly we still have to go back :( I hate u sunday
I've been disturbing sabby all day cuz im TOO excited to be truth =)
Oh AND THE TIME COMES :D WITH HOMEWORKS PEEPS !
Tellin yah ! Got the worse results ever :(

HAISH ! gotta put more effort in MANDARIN ( As if I ever wanted that )
SEJARAH Hello buku teks ! cmon !
ENGLISH ! U TELL ME ? I NEVER GOT ' BEEEEEEE ' since 1997 - 2010 ?
AND UR TELLIN ME NOW ? ohhhhmaaaaagosh ! -.-

I know , I know ,
Keeping it faith , Keeping it faith

And that's it , Im putting it hard in my studies , I have to vow for ACE in exams
I'll be keeping faith again , And Im taking chances .